You will, at some point or another, lose your way entirely.
Which is kind of the point… and also the rub.
Systems of oppression will have you out here believing it’s a straight shot, from womb to everlasting success and freedom.
{Life will undoubtedly show you otherwise.}
And then those same systems will have you believing you did something wrong when it doesn’t all happen “just like that”.
They’ll have you thinking you just didn’t work hard enough.
Or that you didn’t pull yourself up hard enough by your (not so secretly) colonized bootstraps.
And while, yes, there is a lifetime of God-born work involved and a foundation to be laid and continuously iterated upon for your creative world building…
Your results simply will not be compounded upon just by working harder and working more.
Now…
There is an idea of working smarter, yes?
And that’s dope.
Truly.
But, what happens when “smarter” meets systemic trauma and oppression that have been so deeply encoded, they’ve begun to look like your personality and the subconscious expression of your art?
Phew chiiiiiiile…
And when this happens, how then do we continue on our way, when the way has been wiped out entirely?
And, an even more present inquiry becomes:
Do we even want to continue on a path that deepens the neurological grooves of our own domestication and creative repression?
And, if we do not…
How, then, do we make a way where there is no way?
I recorded us something for times such as these:
When there is no way, there’s this…
Let me know what comes through for you.
And, for my Melanated Kin:
If it’s time for you to go exponentially deeper into the spaces between… where God meets magic and soul… join us now as an Early Adopter inside The Erotic Abolitionism™ Experience.
This inaugural month’s medicine portal is…
Emptying The Cup
This will be a massive excavation of all the habits, patterns, beliefs, and identity codes that have been running amok behind the scenes, masquerading as you.
Our first Source Initiation drops this week and our first live gathering together is going down over the Equinox.
If you know beyond knowing that this is your time to (finally and forever more) shake the shackles off the devotional medicine of your Refugee Soul, this is that invitation.
Learn more and secure your spot here.
As always…
Here’s to your untaming,
N
P.S.:
Here’s a lil’ something, something to whet your appetite for what’s to come (and cummmmmm) inside the EAE:
The Alchemical Medicine Up In Here:
The Source Initiation- This is an exclusive members only spiritual invocation that drops at the beginning of each month and opens the devotional portal for that month’s theme/intention.
Wild Nectar™ Studio Membership- You will receive full access to my creative + movement studio membership. The WNS includes an ever expanding library of WN practices, initiations, liberation, consciousness, Body Based Inquiry, somatics, erotic energetics, spirituality, movement, rituals, breathwork, ceremonies, meditations, and more. New transmissions will be added throughout the year, some live and some prerecorded.
Transmissions For The Temple- Each month, we might explore any of the following: experiential EA Studio Sessions, Ancient Activation meditation experiences, Oracular Somatics, Eros & Excavation Writing Prompts, soul medicine recalibration, exclusive members only podcast episodes {The Refuge}, calls to arms, and more.
Decolonized Business & Impact Energetics- Each month, we might dive into the following: exclusive members only accelerators, State Of Soul Addresses, somatic storytelling, multidimensional messaging, tribe calling, A3 {Ancestral Weaving, Afrofuturism, & The Afrocene}, belonging, homecoming, identity, soul strategy, polarities, high performance athletics, flow state and neuroscience, anti-oppression and decolonized manifestation, and more.
Ongoing Guidance & Activation- Throughout our time together, you will receive exclusive members only Aether & Bones Speakeasies, Q&As, chats, pop up livestreams, and more.
The Kin:Ship- This is our private members only Telegram community for ongoing convos (with me and with each other), support, feedback, soul guidance, connection, and more. The Kin:Ship is legit where to hang out with me and get the raw, sacred BTS energetics and access to all things soul on the {almost} daily.
The Vault- Your membership includes access to a revolving archival library of transmissions from some of my favorite programs, intensives, and studio sessions.
Members Only Privileges- You will also receive special member pricing and discounts on Soul Revival Festivals, programs, immersions, Studio Sessions, and more… as well as first dibs on rare private client opportunities.
Each month will be different, and we will move as the Wilds howl us into their depths.
We will have a calendar with upcoming events, but the borderlands of each month (and all they attempt to contain) will shapeshift as the medicine calls.
So, please note: If you’re looking for a hypermasculine community filled with “do this or else” style tactics… that is structured to its last breath… you will not enjoy this space.
This is beyond the binary of masc/femme.
This is an initiation into the primality of soul.
An androgynous alchemy of mystery and eros and the dark.
Walking all edges.
Merging all edges.
As we fall {and leap} into the void once more.
P.P.S.:
The EAE is not for the faint of heart, nor is it a place for complete beginners.
So, you need to already be walking your path.
Not walking in regards to external metrics of “success”.
More so, you need to be in intimate relationship with the howling of soul.
Even if your external world doesn’t yet match the one you see inside.
And, you need to have at least begun working with your own internalized oppression, racism, homophobia, gender binaries, unmet childhood needs, traumas, etc etc etc.
Because these are {re}wilding grounds.
And we will be going fucking in.
So, if you're not yet walking your road, I invite you to first begin with Erotic Abolitionism™: Foundations, to help you get ready.
And then join us inside the EAE, where I help you stay ready.